January 13th

You guys are driving me nuts! thats for sure. Its just a matter of time, i take things into my own hands. FUCK U ALL! Problem after problem, it just keep on building, there aint a fucking way i can shake it off, I chose the so called isolation way, and theres nothing i can do now.
From the book 48 law of Power
Law 18
Do not build Fortresses to protect yourself
- ISOLATION is DANGEROUS.

Isolation of a fortress provide no protection, and actually creates more problems than it solves.

Isolation engenders an awkwardness in your gestures, and leads to futher isolation, as people start avoiding you.

How true is that? This book is a good book after all. No one knows what actually going on in my life now, not even the once closest. why? Because of Isolation. Nice to saw you the other day in the mrt station, U seem sick man, better take care of yourself more. Studies this year is important to you i know,but still gotta take care of yourself aight. And on whether we guys are gonna be back like the past, we'll shall see. But base on what i see now, the answer is we'll nvr be talking. sigh. we'll just see. 2006 dont seem so perfect like how we thought it would be when we're in 2005 right. Sigh, At times,when im not feeling ok, theres this sudden big crave for liqour, just drink till i drop, cause when u drink, you dont think about anything else especially your problems,Liqour solves problems.I want liqour now! sigh,Im out. sigh, blog some other fucking time den.